As many of you know I was orignaly supposed to leave at the beggining of September to take a School of Evangelism. and i believed God spoke to me about taking one. but i was not seeing his provision and was not having peace what so ever it was just very stressful. And so i took a day to seek God in prayer, studying and was led to Eclesiastees 3 ( a time for everything) and i tore it apart, i did word studies and looking up similar verses.. it took all day. and i recieved an answer i was not looking for it was niether yes go, or no. It was it is not my timing and i recieved a huge amount of peace with this answer, not to leave at this moment. And with that i assumed it would be next year or sometime in the distant future. So i got a job starting studying a lot.and was taking steps not to let this passion for jesus die out. and about September 22 was a night i was riding my bike home and I was just so satisfied in God, and how happy i was to be with him no matter where i am. And i just told him how in love with him i am, and thanked him that night I had a dream... It was me talking to my family holding their hand saying "I have loved my time in America, but now I must go" and when i woke up i had no idea what it meant and i felt wierd, and not morning weird. But inside weird and again i spent all day trying to understand i sought prayer from some friends, and i sought in prayer my self. And God led me to Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you." i said to God "that is what i am trying to do, but what is that?" i was instantly reminded of my dream. and Norway just hit my heart... out of curosity i looked at plane tickets and the cheapest one was for the September 26th. but thats not what made my decision it was later that night, when i recieved a message from someone (did not know what was going on) saying i really feel like you should be in the SOE..... and the 26th is the last day you can join. and thats when i knew.... everything was laid in place so perfectly... in ways i cannot describe to you.. For example i was taking the train up and another train broke down so i was stuck there in Portland and my friend called me and told me she felt like she should take me to the airport. oh it was amazing. God was confirming it over and over again, This is how i know i am meant to be here at this time. it is soo soo soo good.
This was Gods timing to teach me the lesson of being sattisified in him no matter where i am. Its about loving him with everything!
Hebrews 11 By faith
