"You will seek me and find me. When you seek me with all your heart."
He made me a promise, a promise that I will find him and that is so encouraging to hear. Thank you that you will meet me there God. Also God has really been working in my heart about the fear of man, to strike it down forever. Because I have the lord at my side who shall I fear? And as I was thinking about this why do I fear man, why am I scared to talk to people about what I believe it just sounds crazy. I felt like God wanted to strike that our of me before I could move on. So story about this, we were having a worship time on friday and I asked the spirit " Who do you want me to serve?" and he said "the teacher" and i was like what? and just to let you know this teacher scared me at the beggining of the week. He was a man who had no fear of man and only feared his god. And who just had a huge passion for Christ. and he is very radical. But yeah the spirit said, ask to wash his feet. And i was like really?? are you sure God? and then he sent someone to me and he said that i need to move on in my relationship and be a servant, and I was like okay God I will go and ask... and as i turned to him I said to my self ' NO fear of Man" and it immidietly left and I went and asked him and he said "no". At first I was like what? but doing the act was not what God had in mind. he was seeing if i had a willing heart. Its so crazy how God works sometime... but i would not have changed it for anything. I will wash all the feet in the world for Jesus!
Proverbs 1:7
"The fear of the lord is the beginning of all wisdom"
And I just to elaborate something. fearing the lord is to hate what he hates. I have asked the lord how he feels about a certain group of people and i felt their brokenness and now i have compassion for them and love them even though i do not know them. That is the fear of the Lord. and also a really good picture of this is from C.S. Lewis. Azland, from narnia, even though he is a tamed lion and he is so amazing and saves the day, he is still a Lion and is very intimidating.
One last thing to say we had a concert here at the base last night, friday, and it was just a night where people could experience their saviour jesus. People worshipping their lord, it was just an amazing night, when you would walk into the room you could litterally feel the presence of the spirit, i had no doubt about it. He was working in so many peoples lives last night. it was great so please be praying for those people who were met by Jesus last night Thank you so much. and i know prayer works, it something i do not out of because im a christian no its because God turns his ear to us when we pray and listens. so thanks:)
I miss everyone so much and thank you for your support and your prayers i am forever grateful.
Judges 12:12-16
"When the angel of Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, "The Lord is with you, mighty warrior." "But sir," Gideon replied "If the Lord is with us why has this happened to us? Where are all the wonders that our fathers told us about when they said, 'Did the Lord not bring us up out of Egypt' But now the Lord has abandoned us and put us in the hand of Midian. The Lord turned to him and said, "Go in the strength you have and save Israel from Midian's hand. Am I not sending you?" "But Lord Gideon asked "How can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manneseh and I'm the least in my family." The Lord answered " I will be with you, and you will strike down all the midianites together
I like the story about trying to wash your teachers feet. That was very well written.
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