Thursday, February 10, 2011

Running in Circles


1 month until I go to Colombia! crazy!!! so crazy, It feels like just a month ago I moved to Norway and now in 1 month I will go to COlombia with 7 others. Fantastic. I have just been so thrilled on what has happened in my life and what will happen where God is leading me, its quite fun and the thing my heart has always been longing for.
          Have you ever wondered why it takes a kid so long to learn something? and its extremely frustrating after you think he or she has figured out what your trying to tach them and then some time goes by and he has completely forgot what you have told him and you do not even want to try and teach him anymore.. I know this feeling even though i do not have kids but I have done a lot of work with youth in my long 18 years of life. You know what is even funnier, that I am like that toddler so many times I am taught a lesson and so many times after some time has gone by I forget it, and how frustrated the person must be that teaches me these things. To bring it to more of a here and now, it happens over and over with me, God will show me something or give me a really big revelation and you know some months go by and I'm dealing with the same problem and going to God again and again and again. And the best part about that is time and time again God never gets frustrated with me, He is more than willing to show me again and again. That is such great mercy and grace He is showing to me.
           The lesson that God is currently refreshing in my mind is his sovereignty and through that humility. And how this came up is I get so caught up in the things I have (spiritual and physical blessings, materials, money, ect.) and I am reading through the book of Daniel and I was just so amazed how God proved himself to the king and again and again showing him that He is the living God and He is the Most High. and when he learned this he fell to his feet and worshiped and gave praise to his the Lord. and I was thinking the whole time "Why can't he just learn!" and then i thought Why can't i just learn? How many times has God shown His power to me, how many times has He demonstrated His love for me? to many to count. And everything He has given to me is from him he gives to who He pleases to. Because He is Sovereign and He is Lord over this world. Daniel  4:17b " So that the living may know that the Most High is sovereign over the kingdoms of men and gives them to anyone he wishes and sets over them the lowliest men." this verse slapped me in the face when i first read it, all these things are from him. I really pray that I do not have to learn this lesson again but that I can constantly be reminded of this and live it out giving thanks to my God for what he has done.
           Also in the story of Daniel, over and over again bad things happen to Daniel and his friends, thrown into a lions den, thrown into a furnace, hunted by the king. And Daniel trusts in his God so much  and knows that he is faithful that he looks at these problems and shrugs his shoulders because he knows his God will deliver him and keep him safe. and every one of these God spared his life. He took refuge in him and God kept him safe because is a faithful God. And this is something else I am being taught.... that i can take refuge in him and when I am in him no matter what comes my way I cannot be s And I cannot be shaken and will not be moved, because my God cannot be moved and I am living with him. I can literarily see Daniel yawning as he is being lowered into the lions den, because he does not fear death. And I want the trust Daniel has. This is what i want.

Psalm 27:1-5
"The Lord is my light and my salvation-
        whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life-
        of whom shall i be afraid?
When evil men advance against me
        to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack
        me,
        They will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
        my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
         even then will i be confident.
One thing I ask of the Lord,
        this is what i seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the
         Lord all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
        and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble
        he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
         and set me high upon a rock."

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